summer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey lovies!
so i've been so MIA lately. but i've been so busy now that summer is here and there is no school! So this is like the fourth day of break(i think). But i'l give yall a rundown of what i've been doing.

So last thursday I went to a pool party. It was super funn! I'm glad i hung out with like a lot of my friends. But these two girls that i thought did not like me actually did! I'm glad cause i dont like it when people don't like me :/. anywhooo so it was just fun to talk to them like we were old friends. One of the girls gave me her ring to hold while she swam and i accidently forgot to give ot back when i left. Whoops! lol but she'll get it back!

And on friday my friend Devona came over to help me take out my weave. It was fun! we watched the Last tyra show together! I was a bittersweet moment. After that we did out model walks and danced and made videos on my webcam! it was so funn! She thinks i'm crazy. lol idk where she got that idea from. Then after we watched MTV episodes on her laptop. We watched The Real World:DC, Parental Control, Made and then we got on youtube and watched a whole bunch of videos. Then we got the bright idea of making our own youtube channel. So go on youtube and type in chicsistas!!!! RATE COMMENT AND SUBSCRIBE! lol! But omg u just looked and we have three subscribers! how awesome is that?!?! Anywhoooooooooooooo back to my summer... so for the last four days i've been taking out my weave. ugh its so very tiring! but oh well. Also two days ago me and my mom made a room in the garage. its really just a place where me and my friends can hang out when they come over. But later we're gonna add a tv and a mini fridge. So i'm excited about that! Well i'll keep yall updated:)

Whoot whoot! Summer of '10 BABY!

** WOW** School's finally over! Ah im so excited. We actually got out yesterday not today. But after school yesterday there was a pool party and i went. It was really funn! The people that didnt come missed out. But like almost everyone in my class was there. Some came and left early. Some came late but at least they came. I stayed for the whole thing! I was also getting my tan on. Haha I got darker!! Its funny how some people cannot tan at all. it must suck for them.
So i am busy taking my weave out and its taking forever. I invited my friend over to come and help me! But hopfully it should be done within the next few days. i am so excited for this summer. I'm gonna get a job, I'm gonna take swim lessons, go shopping, and hang out with friends! I'm super excited. I really wanna throw a swim party this summer. But I dont a swimming pool and neither does my neighborhood! I wonder if there are places you can like rent a certain amount of time to use their pool. I think hotels you can do that. idk lol. But when I learn to swim that would be lots of fun! Well i gotta go back to my hair! ttyl

Fierce and Love

Omg i'm so frickin stressed right now its crazy! I have a Spanish and Algebra II final tom. Spanish is not the easist thing to study for. Especially if u have frickin' a million things u need to memorize. NOT TO MENTION there is gonna be an oral part of the exam. In which we have to talk about our family in 3 minutes. I have like 50 seconds worth of sentences. Im so pissed right now. My brothers were being sooo loud so i had to come down to my room to study. right now i'm taking a break because i really needed to not think about Spanish for a few minutes! UGH UGH UGH!!!
** anywhoooo....... heres a SHOUT OUT to all my followers! Thanks! I'm so glad that people actually read my blog. And also i love it when people comment. It gives me feedback about what i am writing! I really wish my blog was more popular though! Like i see some ppl have like 80 followers and i'm like daaannng! But i guess over time i will get more and more followers!
I'm really sad that my favorite celeb in the WHOLE world is ending both of her shows. That would be Tyra Banks! yes she is ending The Tyra Show and America's Next Top Model. This is actually the final week for both of the shows. I'm super sad about it. But she said that its not the end. That she's gonna continue to do more stuff. I'm glad. But i really hope she does another t.v. show! But Wed, thur, and friday at 3:00 I am gonna be glued to my tv screen cause i aint gonna miss a minute of it!!!!! And at 8:00 i will be back to watch Top Model!! well i gotta go back to studying!

Fierce and Love

FINALS & Bachelorette:)

So the season 6 premire of the Bachelorette was last night! I totally loved it. And of course like most girls I have my favorites and not so favorites. But we'll go with my favorites first:)

They are totally cute right?! And all of them made it through the first rose ceremony:)

Now these one are my not favorites......

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So today i took my first two finals. Biology and History. Biology was not bad at all. History on the other hand was frickin hard!!!!!!!! I was so pissed off. I think everyone in my class was except for the nerd who made a 94! But whatever i really dont care. Only two more days of school.

Today i was thinking like how this summer is gonna be and how i wont see a bunch of people till school starts agian. For some people its like Sweet i dont have to see them. But then there are others that i'm actually really going to miss! I'm gonn abe super busy this summer cause i'm getting a job and like vacations and all that good stuff. But i'm so stoked for JUNIOR YEAR. i already decided this summer i'm gonna get a makeover (nothing too drastic). I want to come back to school looking hott! And all those guys that has ever called me ugly...they are gonna wish they hadn't! So far I know i'm getting new glasses and possibly contacts. Idk yet. And i'm gonna update my wardrobe cause i need lots of new clothes. But what are some other suggestions as to what i can do. I was also thinking about getting hair extentions. And throw some deep red in it. My friend said it'll be cute. So idk. I love trying new things so i might give that a try. And i really want some cowgirl boots! I saw my friend Lauren with them and i loved it. So now i want some! haha!

M.I.A

hey hey! so finals are this week and its gonna be super stressful so i wont be blogging till the weekend! Wish me luck:)

I went shopping yesterday at Khols. I had this gift card there and it would expire yesterday so i had to hurry and shop shop shop. They had lots of super cute clothes! I bought this really cute gray dress with gold accents on the side. Its a cute summer dress. Its like 6 inches above the knee. and it has a belt u tie at the back. Then i also got these REALLY cute earrings. They are silver and like have a whole bunch of stuff dangling from them. they are hard to decribe but they are cute. Then i got this other dress. It about knee lenght and flowy and cute. And also i got this cute high waisted skirt. And also this cute shirt thats read black and blue. I like it. I sure do a lot of shopping. But i love to shop till i drop. haha. I need to go summer shopping soon to get a bunch of shorts, tank-tops tees and summer dresses. I'm gonna be going to Florida next month and its gonna be hott and crap! Finally only 4 more days left of school! I love love love love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cant wait till its over. I'm ready for this summer to begin.

i'm not the nervous type at all!

I just got back from school but i went shopping so technically I just got back from shopping! I bought the cutest heels. They are orange and three inches~! I also bought a black high waisted skirt. I love it. So only aboout two more hours till i see Micheal again. I already picked out what imma wear so Imma be lookin' good! ahah! idk hopefully i do. Also i hopefully pick up courage to talk to him... I really dont know why i'm nervous cause if u knew me I am not the nervous type AT ALL! UGH IDK!!! But i gotta go get ready so i'll update yall on what happens:) *wish me luck

*lost in a daze

oh my so today was a pretty good day! Nothing unusual happened! School is getting really stressful! We have had a total of 6 test this week and two quizzes! Thats f 'in carazy! but whatever i did ok on them. But finals next week are gonna be a killer! But once thats over i can have fun again!

*so this dude just rung my doorbell. Like idk who the frick he is. But i guess he was wondering if he can use my bball goal cuz he's outside shooting hoops now. oh well as long as he aint bothering me we are all right!

So i just got done watching the tyra show and she was like if a guy looks at you and gets lost in a daze then he likes you. i wonder if that is true. Im sure its true a lot of times. But i told my friend that I have a friend that does that to me but she didnt believe me! But whatever lol! i dont care.

So tommorow I get to see Micheal again. Hopefully i'll get enough courage to talk to him. We got the eye contact part down phat! I'll update yall later as to what happened.

Today i was in the bathroom talking to my friend and this girl is like move ur in my way. BTW thsis gurl was with that guy that slapped me and she didnt do anything about it. Like what the hell. I thought we were friends but obviously NOT! Ugh anyone that was in that little group i dont even talk to them anymore. They are frickin history to me now!

After school today i noticed one of my friends was upset but he wouldnt tell me what was wrong until this dude next to us left. Then he told me all the crap that was going on. He was really bummed out and i totally feel for him! I got this # and i'm gonna text him l8r and make sure he all right!

"your love is my drug"

yesterday for the first time in two months i talked to my best friend! The reason is, is that she has not had her phone and she just got a new one. I was sooo happy though. We talked about a lot of stuff and she told me a bunch of stuff about her and other people. its really funny how you think you know someone but you really don't. Or like you think that person would NEVER do something and they are the ones that did it. I didint think this sweet innocent prson would really put herself in this situation and go this far. But whatever its not my life. But i was in total shock! And now whenever i see these ppl at school i never think of them the same anymore!!! anywhooo............
I can't wait till summer! Only 7 more days! Whoot WHoot. So my bff said that i have to come over and make her some spaghetti. HAHA! She's like the biggest fan of my spaghetti. Whenever i would bring it to lunch she would be the first person to taste it. She would eat more that me! But i would make it just for her! I miss that! i miss her! We tottaly have to hang out soon! I'm tired of ppl telling me not to hang out with her! They won't even give me a reason why! like wtf?! Anyways! So this week is sooo stressful! But i will always blog! You know u love it! haha ttyl!

"i wish i could fast forward to the day i meet the guy i will marry"

So me and my friends were talking about like what age we wannaget married. My friend said after 25 and late 20s. I said prob early twenties. The reasons why i would is cause i don't wanna be with guy after guy. The risk of my giving into temptations would be very likely so i dont wanna deal with that. But when i get into college i honestly dont wanna date "for fun". That would just be a frickin waste oof my time. Like when i do start dating it would be for the purpose of finding a potential husband.
Here is my list of things i look for in a guy:
1). Christian and loves God more than me
2). Looks (would be a bonus)
3). Makes me laugh
4). very faithful
5). honest and trustworthy

and omg just much much more!! But in a way i can't wait till i get married. Like Idk im just really excited for it!

like what the heck you thinkin'

So today was a pretty good day until.......this guy slapped me! ON PURPOSE! So here's what happened...me and my two friends were talking during break and there was a group next to us talking. So i over hear my name and he says "Just watch till she come over here". So the bell rings and me and my two friends head off to class. So i'm walking and the guy calls me over. So i'm like what do u want. He SLAPS my arm so hard that you can hear it from a few feet away and it left a giant red mark! So i was like "WHAT THE HECK WAS THAT FOR"?!?!?!? But im like sooo pissed off i just walked off to class. So then i told a couple other teachers and they didnt do anything about it! After lunch i wen to one of my teachers. She dont play when it comes to stuff like that. i told her and she said she was gonna tell the principal(her husband). And she was gonna talk to the guy that slapped me. So after 5th period the guys comes up to me and is like "you know i wasn't mad at you right". I'm like "It don;t even matter u should not have touched me" and i walked away. But i was pretty much pissed off the whole day. I 'm also pissed off at the group he was with that didnt even do or say anything when he did that. So when I came home i told my dad and he got really upset!!!!! He told me to tell him what happens. But ugh i have sooo much work it crazy! Like ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! School is pissing me off so bad i just can't wait till its over

So over it!

so before my mom left for church she told me that some of her friends are coming over! thanks for the update mom!! So i had to hurry and clean up so our house will look presentable! HOW FUN! But i am eager to find out who it is! Hopefully someone intresting!

so today at church i saw this girl i went to elementay school with! her name is kaitlin sawyer. she recognized me:) that means im pretty recognizable! haha! But it was really cool seeing her again. So we talked for a few mintues.

So this summer my church is starting a youth group sp im pretty excited about that!! There are finally more teens after 5 years of me being like the only one! But im excited about that! I think my summer plans of me getting a job kinda blows! I know i'm gonna be tutoring this kid..but i wanted a real job. I'm gonna be going to Disney World in June so i'm super excited about that!!! OMG i can't wait! I've been to Florida one time b4 and i totally wanna go again!

So I have school tommorow! I was looking a my calender and i realized that all i have left of school is this week and next week! Man days fly by sooo fast! Its crazy! I'm so over school! I cant wait! hopefully this summer i'll be hanging out a lot with my friends. Last summer I didnt get to do that because i went to africa. I love Africa but im glad to be taking a break this summer.

I'm really nervous about whether or not i made chapel crew. I'll be kind of bummed out if I don't make it!!!!! *fingers are crossed*

Breaking Fate

its exactly 11:41 PM! I'm pissed because i have to rewrite my post cuz my laptop is being retarted!!!!!!!! UGH! anyways i'm talking to one of my best friends on oovoo! she keeps me up but then i usually fall asleep on her. haha! then in the morning i get a txt saying good night!
So everyone is asleep except for me!
I'm in my mom's room and i really dont know why! But its whatevr at least she's sleeping and i dont have to talk to her. That may should harsh but i dont care. I dont have the greatest relationship with my mom. its like a love hate thing going on. Whenever she tries to have a conversation i usually reply with one word. Only sometimes i will have a regular convo with her (but thats on a really good day).

So i can't believe there is only like 18 more days left of school! i so cannot wait till summer!!!!
WHOOT WHOOT! We got our yearbooks a few days ago! I'm so gonna miss a lot of people! But two months are gonna fly by sooo fast!

People are dumb! This dude had the nerve to call me and my friend ugly! Like who he think he is?? He really cannot be talking! Not to sound concieted but me and my friend are NOT UGLY! But its so funny how two ppl can look at the same person but have totally different opinions! But u know the saying...beauty is in the eyes of the beholder!
So update about this guy...
I went to a dance party a few months ago and he was there. So he's a really frickin amazing dancer...and really cute! So i was basically checkin him ou the whole night. So due to technical difficulties the music stopped for like 5 mintues. So someone came up with the bright idea to play duck-duck goose! So Micheal (the guy) was the "ducker" or whatever its called. And so after say "duck " like 10 times he land on ME! So i was like **AHH** lol! So fast forward to last night. I went o my mom's church. and taa-da Micheal was there. So we got pretty good seats in which i was able to see him and he could def. see me:) So the wholw night he kept looking at me and i at him. And then after the service i was walking around with my friend and he still kept checkin me out. but unfortunatly i didnt talk to him! I was tooooo nervous. But maybe next ween he'll come up to me:) **fingers are crossed**
If i got his # that would be frickin awesome!!! But idk how to like go up to him and start a conversation...i lack in that area.